What does 'normal' mean to you?

Normal is not feeling life 100%, and repressing experiences that don't feel "good".
Normal is not knowing ourselves well enough to "see" why we behave how we do.
Normal is taking care of our own business and not concerning ourselves with the lives of others.
Normal is pretending to be altruistic, but acting in a passive aggressive ways.
Normal is warfare.
Normal is making agreements that i will scratch your back, and you scratch mine,
          and calling it love.
Normal is falling asleep at the wheel, and pretending that we have all the time in the world.
Normal is getting attached to what we want, and craving what we want, and suffering .
Normal is being neurotic and suffering unneccesarily.
Normal is forgetting as a adults how to play.
Normal is forgetting how to laugh, and cry.
Normal is forgetting how to sing and dance.
Normal is forgetting our divine connection with our own soul, other people, plants, animals and stars.
Normal is being afraid to feel.
Normal is abusing others because of our own unfelt wounds.

I want to be abnormal.